Start of something new

So today Matt and I saw our first condo to start the process of finding our own place. It definitely was not the place we are looking for, but for the first time I finally feel hopeful that we will buy our own place and have a happy change in our lives. I feel like in the past week I have found out more about buying a house than I ever knew my entirely life. The good thing is that we have the freedom to take our time, shop around for mortgages, save more money, and find the perfect place to start our lives together.

I also applied for 3 more jobs today and I feel like I just write the same cover letter and email every day! I have not received many responses from applications except for a couple saying I needed more experience. I have been getting depressed lately working the 1:30-10pm shift every night at a store I hate with managers and customers I absolutely can't stand. I just wish my hardest every day that someone will see me for the professional I am and give me a better paying job that I can actually stand! At first, once I graduated, I wasn't in a rush to find a new job because I had one that I could see Matt at, got paid decent, was close by my house, and I could stand who I worked with and what I did for the time being. One day this month, it just clicked that I don't deserve to be working there anymore and since then I have been trying my hardest to find anything better. It's all a lot of work to do, but I think I'm finally getting on the right track to find a better life for myself.