So recently I have started on my search for a new job and looking at condos/apartments so I can finally make some sort of change in my life (and Matt's). I also started working 40+ hours at hannaford to try and save as much money as I can before we officially even find a place to live. I feel like I devote almost all my time to work and research, and frankly, it is exhausting. I have worked 6 days a week every week the past month or so except for my vacation (which I unfortunately did not get paid for due to idiotic mistakes by that awful company)
Looking for jobs and condos is way more difficult than I ever expected it to be, and I have not even got a call back for either, so I know the real work has not even started yet! It is sort of depressing working until 10pm every night and knowing that I have to do the same thing again the next day, with no promise for an end in sight just yet. I have a few people helping me on the condo search which I am so thankful for, because even though my parents said they would let us borrow some money for a down payment, they are not excited about us taking on so many bills with so little money. I honestly feel like I am doing everything I can and more to try and get out of my house, but it seems the more I try, the more exhausted I am with still no money!
I am not giving up hope anyways, I just wish my hardest every day that someday soon we will have more money saved, look at some condos we might be able to afford, and get a call back on a job opportunity. Pray for us! :]
9-11-01 always remember <3
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