Day 10: Something you're afraid of

I'm afraid of heights. Besides that, I am always afraid of my future. I always find myself wondering what job I will get, how we will get by when we finally move out, if I will be able to see Matt as much as I do now with a different job, if he will finda job he loves doing, etc. It is so scary thinking about the future, especially when I have barely put one foot in.

I am also afraid of losing people I love. Just recently 3 people at my work have lost someone close to them, and I always wonder how people ever deal with it. I have not lost a family member since I was 4 years old when both my grandfathers died, so I don't remember ever grieving. It sucks because I know it will happen someday and I know for a fact that I will not do well with it at all. I'm just happy that day has not come yet.



Bizarro - biggest roller coaster that I hate but went on twice for Matt



Batman the Dark Knight - a roller coaster I can stand :]